我慢慢明白了为什么我不快乐， I slowly realized why I was not happy,
因为我总是期待一个结果。Because I"m always looking forward to a result.
看一本书期待它让我变得深刻Read a book and expect it to make me deep
吃饭、游泳期待它让我一斤斤瘦下.Eating and swimming expect it to make me lose a catty of weight.
发一条微信期待它被回复.Send a WeChat message expecting it to be answered.
对别人好期待被回待以好.Be kind to others and be treated well.
写一个故事说一个心情期待被关注安慰.Write a story about a mood expected to be noticed and comforted.
参加一个活动，期待换来充实丰富的经历。Take part in an event and look forward to enriching the rich experience.
这些预设的期待如果实现了，我长舒一口气，If these preset expectations come true, I will take a long sigh of relief.
如果没有实现呢，就自怨自艾。If it doesn"t happen, I"ll feel sorry for myself.
可是小时候也是同一个我，用一个下午的时间But when I was a kid, it was the same me, and it took me an afternoon.
看蚂蚁搬家，等石头开花。Watch the ants move, wait for the stones to bloom.
小时候不期待结果When I was a kid, I didn"t expect the results.
小时候哭笑都不打折。
When I was a kid, there was no discount when I was crying and laughing.
所以就让我虚度我的年华吧
So just allow myself to waste my time.
